underway: en cours — Video and Ephemera
THE GLITCH in the videos intentionally explores a logic of delay, In-zwischen (in-between time), and untimeliness. For Nietzche, an untimely event defies all expectations and predetermined patterns of history. Time is not simply used up as it occurs - it does not fall back into the past, spent and wasted; neither is it swept up and appropriated…Untimeliness is not subsumed within historical time - nor does it disappear from it (Nietzche, Untimely Meditations).
day 1
April 18, 2018: 22h – 22h39
chalking
archival photo #555 from workshop 8
found materials: sticks of white chalk
I approach the white “painter’s wall” in the atelier holding white chalk in both hands
I inscribe the wall with Pane’s sentence: “le language du corps est le savoir de l’ignorance du savoir”
I let the body lead the direction of this language
day 3
April 23, 2018: 21h53-22h42
a line
archival photo #117 from workshop 4
found materials: sticks of white chalk
I unbutton my shirt to expose my torso
I place the chalk at my sternum
I use pressure, gravity, and breath to draw a line on/in the flesh repeatedly from sternum to belly
day 25
June 17, 2018: 21h14-21h48
laugh
found materials: plastic and cloth storage bag, large piece of MDF, white and green tiles, string, chicken wire, sepia ink, white plastic bag
I build a new space/installation with the materials
I fill the plastic bag with sepia ink and suspend it from the a-frame
I tape the storage bag to the MDF (floor) and the wall, closing all of its edges except one side
I slide my face and upper body under the storage bag, my head on the tiles
I laugh
day 12
May 24, 2018: 17h-1730
cocoon
archival photo 627 in workshop 8
found materials: gray “dropcloth”
I lay on my stomach on the balcony where the previous score “ended”
I slowly roll inside the studio onto the gray dropcloth
As I roll onto the dropcloth I wrap it around me in a kind of cocoon
The dropcloth is smaller than my body, and I maneuver in ways to cover the entire body
I am mostly still but also move to discover new positions or to access a different pocket of air
I roll out of the cocoon and hold the dropcloth with my mouth by breathing
When it falls I stop
day 13
May 26, 2018: 14h13-15h12
bind
archival photo 130 from workshop 4
found materials: white string
I weave the white string into the suspended frame with black string and also around nails found in the wall
I commit to performing in a kneeling position for the duration
I wrap my face and hands with the string, covering my eyes fully so that I cannot see, binding my fingers, and eventually binding my wrists together behind my back
The wrapping causes tension between my body and the frame which moves both in opposing, constricting, and precarious ways
day 11
May 23, 2018: 15h19-16h06
thresholds
archival photo #257 in workshop 5
found materials: nothing new added but the balcony is covered in pigeon droppings and mulch which marks my clothes, face, and neck
I wear my blouse unbuttoned and backwards to expose my back and shoulders
I lay on my stomach on the ledge of the balcony
I am mostly still but adjust my head, neck, torso, and legs using slow subtle movements
day 20
June 7, 2018: 15h11-15h58
learn to walk
archival photo 595 from workshop 8
found materials: white towel, thin foam wrapping paper, sellotape, black ink, rubber trashbin
I lay the towel where the Styrofoam was
I tape the foam wrapping paper to the floor over the towel
I pour black ink in the rubber trashbin
I ink my hands and feet by placing them in the trashbin
I confine myself to the space of the foam wrapping paper
I learn to walk